Ok, so I know this sounds a little off, especially since I was so stoked yesterday, but the allure of no more school has worn off of me. I now wish that I was starting school in a couple days with everyone. I'm already bored and frustrated with not having enough things to do to keep me completely occupied. I love having class to go to and plays to participate in. I even miss doing hw and studying for tests...haha ok not tests at all. I mean finals are over and when I finished my last one I kept thinking, "what if I don't go back?" I hate finals, they are stressful and I never study enough and I don't do as well as I'd like to...so by the time they come around I can't wait to graduate. But, the day after I finish all I want to do is go back. I love the atmosphere and all of my friends. I get to see my friends, sit next to them in class, chat quietly pretending to listen to the professeur and then look innocent when he stops and looks at you.
I think out of all my classes, I'll miss Transatlantic Literature and French. I loved both the professeurs and the friends, old and new, that I had in them. I am glad that my friends from French are taking 202 at 10 am next Fall for our final class together. Unfortunately maybe one won't and that makes me sad, but I still hope and plan on seeing her throughout the semester anyway. I can hardly wait for next fall, but in the mean time. I hope to be able to get over the post semester blues and enjoy the warm summer once it decides to stop snowing and come.
This is one of those moments when I silently contemplate my reasons for coming to Provo for college and end with..."well it certainly wasn't the weather!" It was probably for the party atmosphere that permeates this college town. haha...good one.
I do really like going to school here though, I love my roommates and my friends and I feel like this summer is going to be great!
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